Cerebral Vomit/Cerebral Fecalosis

Pieces of me cry out in the night, Never fear they will not go away
I know that I will not loose this sight, Understand you do not understand
What I want is to regain the mind, Never fear it won’t come back for you
Why I wonder do you seldom speak to me, But the part of you that can not die away

I want to hate the way I needed you
You’ll never know all the things I had to do
I want to hate the way I needed you
But then you always were then thing I would become

Would that I could find myself again, Never fear I will not even try
I know that I never was this blind, I don’t see why you will not see at all
I know that I will not end this plight, Understand you do not understand
What if I could become a whole man? I know that you would come back for me
If our rolls were reversed and I’m still not sure that there not Perhaps it is something you’d consider if you knew

I want to hate the way I needed you
You’ll never know all the things I had to do
I want to hate the way I needed you
But then you always were then thing I would become

Would that I was still there when you woke, As something more that a vague disquiet or long forgotten memory
The meaning of god is tied up in this cosmic joke, The ringing quiet in the still vibrating air after I scream your name

I want to hate the way I needed you
You’ll never know all the things I had to do
I want to hate the way I needed you
But then you always were then thing I would become

You wake from me then but for a moment we are the same, Doppelganger of my ignorant knowing
You shake from me the scales of my blindness, And proffer the darkness for which i so desperately yearn